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Sunday, March 18, 2018

Kind Of Bored On A Sunday Afternoon

Dear Diary,

It's an unusually quiet Sunday afternoon here in Paradise. I'm just sitting around with the cats and feeling about as lazy as they look!

Wife's working until 5 tonight so I'm just trying to get the house a little bit back together.
Being constantly tethered to a 25-foot oxygen tube is getting old. I tend to keep tripping over the damn thing.

Things have been going a little slow with that because I've been plagued with a persistent case of the trots since I got up this morning. I hate it when that happens! Probably due to the ingestion of too much hot sauce, LOL!

I've got a routine appointment coming up in a couple of days with Dr E, my GP.
He will doubtless be upset about my unfortunate weight gain.
I do realize that probably at least 50 to 60% of this is my fault but I'm still wondering if the hormone that I'm taking for the prostate cancer isn't at least partially to blame.
I'm going to be talking with him about that as well as letting him know that I'm hooking up with a bariatric specialist.

I'm currently at 290 lb and my breathing is beginning to be compromised again. I just seem to have lost my taste for the low-carb high-fat diet that I was on and I don't understand why that would happen.

I think I mentioned in a previous post that I'm planning on discussing the technique of intermittent fasting with the bariatric person. I've never tried it.
Maybe she will have some insights that I'm not aware of.

Lately, for some reason, I seem to have lost my taste for hard liquor. I don't know how that came about but the only thing that I have a taste, for now, is beer and wine and beer is pretty much out of the question so I'm down to just drinking a couple of glasses of wine every once in awhile. Whether I keep on drinking wine depends on how it affects my blood glucose.
My alcohol consumption has seriously diminished which I guess is for the best.
I'm happy to say that I haven't had any significant bouts of fatigue or depression in98 the past few weeks. This is a new, hopefully, upward trend. I hope it doesn't mean that the Lupron isn't working anymore!

As far as the Lupron goes, I really must be one of the lucky ones because going on a year of ADT, I really haven't had any significant side effects whatsoever but I've mentioned that before in previous posts.
If I sound repetitive from time to time, it's because my memory is not what it used to be and that is due to the hormone.

Believe it or not, now that the weather is getting a little better, I'm actually considering trying to get out and do some walking at least every other day. There is very little I could do that would be better for me!
I may also be able to start getting in a little tiny bit of outside work around the house which would be beneficial to my health as well.

I really am trying to start moving forward with these goals but this type of thing has always been hard for me, even in the best of times.

Well, enough rambling for today.
Wish me luck at the doctors on Tuesday!


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Friday, March 09, 2018

Is It A cold Or Just Spring Fever?

Dear Diary,

I woke up this morning with a scratchy throat. Thought at first it was a side effect of trying my wife's CPAP nasal pillows instead of my usual full face mask. Lo and behold, at the end of today, it's still there.
I've been feeling kind of "off" for a few days now with a really stuffy, runny nose. I've been trying to blame my wife, spring fever or at least, the two cats but now I think something else is afoot. Hmmmm!

We went out to lunch with one of our close friends today and (of course) stuffing ourselves to the very gills. Now I'm gonna feel like a beached whale for the rest of the night!
Probably gonna skip supper and just have a little soup later.

The weather's starting to turn cloudy again for the next few days and I may be feeling the effects of that as well.
It's a good night to retire early and read in bed with a kitty on my chest. I'm so glad I have that luxury! It's not all bad being dirt poor! ;)


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Wednesday, March 07, 2018

Today's Six Minute Walk

Dear Diary,

Just had my latest six-minute walk at St Joe's this morning. Despite my recent weight gain of 28 pounds, I only lost 7 meters in distance from the last time which really surprised me.
Their baseline goal is 400 meters in six minutes. So far, I have always come up short of that.
They really want me to get my BMI down to 33, minimally before they will even consider surgery.
My current calculated BMI is 40 and getting it down to 33 would require me to go from my current weight of 288 to 235 before they would seriously consider cracking my chest open.
This is not an easy task! :(
I am going to follow their advice and have a consultation with one of their bariatric docs. I'm not too optimistic that she will be able to help but I'll at least give it a shot.

Medicare kicked in exactly as expected, thank goodness and we had zero payments or co-pays for today's visit. :)

Today was officially my 65th birthday but I don't feel a day over 90, LOL! Trying to decide if I should allow myself a nice, big chunk of birthday cake!!! Updates to follow.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Sunday, March 04, 2018

Brief Late Night Musing

Dear Diary,

Just a quick post for now regarding my weight.

I have a six-minute walk scheduled within the next two weeks and I'm gonna fail it for sure unless I can drop a few pounds before then. I'm down a couple of pounds since my recent maximum of 289 but I'd really like to show up for the testing at around 279.

I'm still cramming in the carbs which is ridiculous. As a matter of fact, I just finished a large dinner of pasta and sauce (I passed on the garlic bread)!

I just don't understand why I let myself get like this!

More later.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Tuesday, January 23, 2018


Dear Diary,

We went out this morning to get my Lupron injection and now, at the end of the day, I feel like I'm crashing and burning. Heavy fatigue and depression.
Lately, I've felt totally unmotivated and foggy minded. I can't even remember to take my meds and when I do remember, I find it hard to get up the ambition to take them!
Thank goodness for my wife as I'd be a basket case without her.
I am definitely losing control of my life. 

It feels like I'm observing life from a remote point rather than participating in it. I sure hope I'm not developing some kind of dementia in addition to everything else.
I find myself reviling the world and most of the people in it. It seems like humanity has gone stark, raving mad and is getting worse on a daily basis.

We both took a nice long nap this afternoon but it didn't seem to "reset" things for me the way naps usually do. I guess we'll just have to wait until tomorrow and see how I'm doing then.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Friday, January 12, 2018

Quickie Update

Dear Diary,

Well, in a couple of weeks I get my second Lupron injection! I've been on bicalutamide and leuprolide for almost six months now.
No noticeable side effects other than a little fatigue and mental fogginess. Hard to differentiate from my normal self. LOL!
I'll get a PSA and a baseline testosterone in a week or so to see if any progress has been made since last June when the PSA was 9.3.
I'm still totally asymptomatic, thank goodness! I guess that's a good sign.
Interestingly, my bladder bleeding stopped a week after I started bicalutamide and has never recurred. Weird!
Glad to say I'm able to get out and about more now, despite the diuretics and diapers. (I am a man of constant peeing)
I'll post again when I get the lab report back.

"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Saturday, December 23, 2017

A Cold Depressing Saturday

Dear Diary,

It's a dreary, cloudy cold Saturday afternoon. Even the two cats are cuddled up together in their corner of the clothes closet. It looks very cute!

Yesterday's aches and pains seem to have subsided a little bit, at least enough that I didn't t need to take anything for them.

Got out this morning and took the wife to work them went to WalMart to pick up some groceries and prescriptions. Made it home safe despite the nutjobs on the road!

Feeling really sleepy now. Thinking of taking a nap. I think the cold weather has a lot to do with it.

Did anybody see the Space X launch from Vandenberg AFB last night around 1900hrs? Awesome!
I was coming home from the store and saw this weird smokey streak across the western horizon at an elevation of approx. 40 degrees. It moved slowly due south until I lost sight of it behind a nearby mountain.
I managed to record a short video of it on my cell phone. I didn't find out what it was until several hours later.
Here's a link to my video: Poor quality but you get the picture. (pun intended)
Space X Launch

OK...time to change my diaper! Life is good!


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Sunday, October 29, 2017

Cardiac Catheterization Update

Dear Diary,

Well, we had an interesting day yesterday.
Spent nearly the entire day in the St Joseph's Hospital cath lab.
We went in at 1 p.m.for what should have been a 20 or 30-minute procedure at 3pm and wound up getting out around 7pm.
Apparently, they had several heart attacks come in on an emergency basis so I was sort of left to last.
When I finally got in, I had the best suite they had available. The whole procedure took about 15 minutes and it was no more traumatic than getting a dental cleaning.

The real good news, however, is that the pulmonary artery pressures are down, significantly from the last procedure in January.
The pressures in January were in the low 70s and they are now in the low 40s which is very good. We still need to get them lower but this shows that the sildenafil is definitely working.

They did some special testing to find out whether the pulmonary vessels were reactive or nonreactive. Apparently, they were at least mildly reactive which gives me the possibility of being able to use different medicines if necessary.
At any rate, the wife and I are both very pleased with the results, so pleased in fact, that we stayed at the hospital and had dinner at the cafeteria.
We almost never go out to eat you see! :-)

The other good news is that the wife's hands are healing perfectly and the numbness in her fingertips is going away much faster than we expected. She is ecstatic!

All this excitement is being posted a few days after the fact due to server issues with blogger. Anyway, the wife and I are now back to sitting out on the front porch in 100% wonderful weather so I really don't give a rat's ass!


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Sunday, October 22, 2017

I'm Still Here!

Dear Diary,

Well! It looks like I haven't posted anything for two months! Consider yourselves blessed.

The wife just had carpal tunnel surgery which appears to have been very successful. She is off work for up to six weeks and I'm encouraging her to take all of it. She deserves it.
When she returns, she should be able to do her job much more comfortably.

No idea what the damn cancer is doing. I'm not due for a PSA for 2 or 3 months. I've been on ADT for about three months now with no major side effects. Makes me wonder sometimes if it's working at all! The interesting thing is that the bladder bleeding stopped about a week after I began ADT and has never recurred. Weird!

I go for another right heart cath this Thursday to see how the PAH is responding to the sildenafil.
The PA pressure last time was a whopping 70. With any luck, maybe it has gone down a bit.

My weight is holding in the low 260s. I'm currently on another diet push to see if I can get to 250 this time. I went off plan for a few weeks out of boredom and gained a little weight back so now I'm back on the wagon. At least my diabetes and blood pressure are doing great and under tight control. :)

A bit of sad news.
Our beloved kitty, Pumpkin passed away peacefully of old age early Wednesday morning, Oct. 18th. He was here with us at the foot of our bed when he passed. As much as we miss him we know he is better off.
We had anticipated this as he was 20 years old. He was our fuzzy baby for 17 of those years.
R.I.P. Pumper!

Pumpkin 1997-2017
I'll update more as I think of it. Right now, I have a bout of fatigue setting in.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Friday, June 09, 2017

Update On Bone Scan

Dear Diary,

A quick update.
Just got the full body bone scan today and the tech said there was no sign of metastatic disease.
Uro still has to see the results but hopefully, he will agree.

The next step, hopefully, is a PET scan to see where the activity is located and find out if treatment options
other than HT are available.

The really good news is that the bone scan fulfilled my entire annual out of pocket so for the rest of the
year, I'm covered at 100% Yay!

Won't know much more till we get the PET scan so I continue to be nervous.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Thursday, April 27, 2017

Pulmonary News

Dear Diary,

It appears that the 'gods of cardiopulmonary medicine' actually discussed my case in some detail this morning. What a change!
I got a phone call early this morning from Dr. O's nurse practitioner requesting a callback to discuss my diuretic regimen.
They want to start me on another diuretic, spironolactone, in addition to my daily furosemide (Lasix®).

They are going to try to dry my lungs out even further in hopes of relieving some of the arterial pressures. If they can do that, it will automatically make me a much better candidate for future heart surgery. Within the next few months, I will have another spirometry and another 6-minute walk.
Depending on those results, I may even have another right heart cath. to check pulmonary pressures.
Those run $25,000 per test out of which we pay $1,240. We average at least $800/mo direct outlay to 10 medical providers alone to say nothing of misc. expenses such as prescription costs, insurance premiums, home medical care and supplies etc.

We are no longer able to maintain a buffer for emergencies such as vehicle breakdown and maintenance, home repairs and maintenance and property upkeep. The list goes on and on.
Due to the last bankruptcy, we have no credit whatsoever so that is not an option. If my wife wasn't working at the grocery store part time, we would definitely crash and burn.

I have no idea what we'll do if we have to start actively treating the cancer. My only hope is to be able to hang in until next year when I hopefully will qualify for Medicare.

Wish me luck! ;)


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Sunday, April 23, 2017

Routine Health Update

Dear Diary,

I saw the cardiologist on the 14th. He was very impressed with my modest weight loss. We have agreed that I should stop valsartan totally as it obviously wasn't agreeing with me. My BP has improved significantly since then.
No comments other than asking if Dr. O, the pulmonologist was going to treat my PH medically and if not, why. I am going to schedule an appointment with him tomorrow.

Dr.B, the cardiac surgeon finally had a chance to review my TEE. He is convinced that the tumor is not causing my respiratory symptoms. As far as removing the tumor, we have all agreed to take a 'watchful waiting' approach until my overall health improves enough to allow surgery.
He feels that my risk of a thromboembolic event due to the myxoma is probably < 2% / year.
I am good with that.

As far as my ongoing weight loss, I haven't lost any weight in about two weeks. I am adhering to the diet plan 100%. The fact that that I can now utilize o2 better is allowing me to be a little more active so maybe that will speed things up.
The improvement in respiratory function is significant enough so that when I forgot to switch my o2 daytime cannula over from the CPAP unit a couple of days ago, I walked around doing household chores for most of the morning with no supplemental o2.
I started feeling a little fatigued by late morning and that's when I discovered the issue. I have no idea what I desatted to during that time as I didn't check the oximeter.

In other news, I finally got the swamp cooler cleaned and operational last week. The Arizona desert is in full bloom right now and the temps will soon be in the low triple digits. The combination is really messing with my seasonal allergies, so using the cooler will save us a ton of money and filter a lot of crap out of the air.

More later when I get ambitious! ;)


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Monday, March 27, 2017

Visit With Cardiothoracic Surgeon

Dear Diary,

We met with Dr. B, the new chest cracker this morning. Really nice guy and very informative.
We were lacking some data that he expected we would have but here's the general gist of the encounter.

He wants me to have another TEE (TransEsophageal Echocardiogram) to assess the current size and status of the myxoma. He feels that, unless the tumor is mobile enough to partially occlude the mitral valve, it couldn't be causing my respiratory symptoms.
He explained (quite graphically) that he is against going in and removing the tumor unless he knows that is what is causing the problem.
He feels that if he removes the tumor and doing so fails to resolve the problem, there is a very good chance I would be on a respirator, fed through a stomach tube for weeks or even months. There is also the very real possibility that I could have a stroke or even die, possibly on the OR table.
So, as long as I have this lung issue, I am an extremely high risk surgical candidate.
Until I have another TEE, not much is gonna usual.

Also, it appears that I may be over-medicated for my hypertension. My BP at the doctor's office was around 160/70, that was before I had taken any meds for the day. When we got home I took all my meds as usual and 3 or 4 hours later the BP is around 95/40 and I can barely drag myself around the house!
One of the new meds I'm on, valsartan, may be the culprit. I'm going to speak to my cardio guy tomorrow morning to see about modifying the dosage.

So, to say the least, both the wife and I are are a little depressed.

Ending on a good note, it looks like I may be approved for a portable O2 concentrator. That would allow me to drive again which would be nice, especially since I haven't been behind the wheel in over a year.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

The Latest News

Dear Diary,

So, here are the latest updates.

This past Monday, I saw my GP for a diabetes follow-up. Much to my (and his) surprise, my usually off the scale lipid panels were perfect, the best I've ever had. I'm hoping it's due, at least in part to my low carb diet. Time will tell.
He also had ordered a CBC which seems to have been lost in transit. I have more unrelated labwork to be done this Monday so I will speak to them about that then.
Also, we seem to have my chronic hypertension under control after all these years! (knock on wood)

Tuesday was a disaster. We had an appointment with the pulmonologist at St.Joe's at 3:00 pm and didn't get out of there till around 5:30 pm. We wound up getting caught in Phoenix rush hour and didn't get home till after six, plus, I was having bowel issues which made the trip somewhat miserable.
On the bright side, Dr. O commented that my most recent PFT has improved and chest films were normal. He actually said that my lungs weren't really in that bad shape. He is still convinced that most of the problem is due to the myxoma.

*sips water*

So now, as a result of that appointment, we finally have an appointment this Monday with Dr. B, the cardiothoracic surgeon. The plan is after I see him for an evaluation, Dr. B, Dr. O, my wife and myself will sit down together for a face to face meeting. If that goes well, I will be scheduled for surgery shortly thereafter. A lot more info. after Monday.
I really hope this plan comes together real soon because, as I've stated before, I am literally sitting on a ticking time bomb.

That's it for now.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Thursday, February 23, 2017

Would You Believe...?

Dear Diary,

Would you believe, yesterday, the day after I saw my urologist, I wound up in emergency for the bladder bleed. It has continued to get worse over the past couple of days and last night I couldn't pee at all.

This occurs on an all to frequent basis. When it does prevent me from urinating, we have to go in to the ED and get CBI, (Continuous Bladder Irrigation) through a three way Foley.
I am very used to being catheterized but this tech was a little rough. They started with a 24 French and then reduced to a 22 French because they couldn't pass the first one through to the bladder.
Even with Lidocaine, it was still unpleasant!

The joke was that I had self-cathed in the restroom before I was called back because I could feel the bladder beginning to fill up. What came out was primarily dark blood and a lot of small to medium sized clots. Damn good thing I came prepared this time!

When I finally got taken back to the treatment area and got hooked up to the fluid, from start to finish which was 2 or 3 hours, there was no blood and no clots whatsoever. I was a little embarrassed because I thought they might think I was faking it.
Actually, they were glad that it turned out that way. They said that I had most likely taken care of the issue when I pre-cathed in the waiting room restroom.

The wife and I wound up getting home around 1:30am. Since then, other than having a sore dick, there have been no other issues. (knock on wood!)


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Saturday, February 18, 2017

A Nice Rainy Saturday

Dear Diary,

Quite rainy here in paradise this weekend. It's a nice change from the usual.

The wife is at work and I'm putzing around the house doing as much as I feel I can get away with.
My back and neck are giving me problems, as usual, and the rain isn't helping much either plus my weight in up to 298 as of this morning.
The furosemide I'm taking for water weight doesn't seem to be as effective as it used to be. Not sure why.

I've got an appointment with Dr. F, my urologist this Tuesday to possibly have a quick cystoscopy done to see what the current bladder status is and also to bring him up to speed on the prostate cancer/PSA issue. We hopefully will be putting together a plan of action for when it is needed.

I also have pulmonary testing including a 6-minute walk test and spirometry scheduled for early March. This is in preparation for seeing Dr. O, the pulmonologist on the 21st.
The 6-minute walk test is not a 'pass or fail' type thing. It is merely a practical measure of what I can currently do. I will be allowed to do it on oxygen, fortunately!
This is all being done to hopefully qualify me for heart surgery in the very near future.

The wife is just getting over a head cold which is something neither one of us needs. Hopefully, I won't get it! The seasonal flu is also going around, big time. Both of us have made sure we are properly vaccinated but the thought of getting even a light case is scary. At our age, the flu can be fatal and this year's vaccine is supposedly only 50% effective.

I think I mentioned in a previous post that I was now on Xarelto® as a blood thinner. My cardiologist managed to get it approved by my insurance but it turns out that my co-pay will be over $200 for a thirty day supply! We cannot possibly afford that so I may wind up back on good old warfarin.
I am currently researching discount plans and manufacturers programs to see if there is anything I can use. Unfortunately, most of the really good programs require that I be uninsured, which, of course, is not an option.
The good news is that Xarelto® appears to be the only one of all the drugs I have to take that it going to be unrealistically far.

At my last cardiology appointment, both the wife and I were amazed at the results of the angiogram and other tests that I have undergone. Dr. M says that, other than the myxoma in the left atrium, I have the heart of an 18-year-old! Given my previous lifestyle, that's remarkable. I feel sorry for the 18-year old with my 64-year-old heart! ;)

Money's a little tight right and we were forced to replace the battery in the S-10 just last week. My little granddaughter, Arabella over in Italy had to go without a birthday gift from Papa and Karen again this year. We both really miss them. I'm beginning to think that I may not be around to walk her down the aisle when she decides to get married. She is such a beautiful little girl!
I don't blame the kids at all for thinking we're ignoring them but our lives are in limbo for the foreseeable future and there's not a lot we can do about it.
If I can ever regain even a major fraction of my health, it might be possible to fly over there for maybe a month. We would love to be able to do that. My granddaughter only knows me and her grandmother from Skype,

My kids!

Well, the old lady should be getting home any time now and I hope she is careful in the rain as our windshield wipers are somewhat compromised. Gotta get new ones soon!

I think it's gonna be a really good night for sleeping and dreaming of a better life for both of us.

Good night all!


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Latest News

Dear Diary,

Okaaay, so the latest in this continuing health saga is that I will be undergoing a full right heart cath at St Joe's on Mon, Jan 30th in preparation for meeting with the surgeon who, hopefully will remove the myxoma and correct any other issues that may be present.

The surgery is finally becoming a reality!

To say that I'm not at least a little apprehensive would be a boldface lie, but at least I have some of the best team players in Phoenix.

For the catheterization, I should not be in the hospital more than the better part of one day and will just have to rest for a couple of days after (I'm good at that) ;).

As far as the actual surgery goes, barring any serious complications, the hospital stay shouldn't be more than three or four days at most.

More information to come after the catheterization.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Tuesday, January 03, 2017

Relevant Ramblings

Dear Diary,

It's been a rough week here in Paradise for yours truly. The weather has been cold and rainy for the most part and my aches and pains are killing me! :( It's mostly my lumbar area and my middle and upper back.
I feel like all my muscles are stiff and heavy (no surprise there!) It's the worst just before I get up in the morning so it's costing me some sleep time.
I'm trying to avoid taking any OTC meds for it because I'm on so many other drugs.
I guess I'll just turn up the heat a bit and wait till the weather changes.

*sips wine and feels sorry for himself*

The bladder bleed is making the rounds again for some obscure reason. That's another thing that's making me depressed. I just feel like a walking disaster area!
I just go day to day, room to room followed by a 50 foot O2 line. I can no longer do any of the things I enjoyed before I became ill and that hurts... a lot.
I'm starting to lose faith that the "miracles of modern medicine" are going to get me through this.
Even if my lungs do get better, I still have that goddamned ticking timebomb that is the myxoma sitting there in my heart. How the hell did I ever get that?

*more wine*

I can't believe Karen is hanging in with me through all this. She came from an entirely different lifestyle and yet she has been my rock for 25 years now. Imagine living 24/7 with a totally disabled,dysfunctional individual.
Sometimes, I think I have driven her crazy. My wife is a saint and I will love her forever.

*pours second glass of wine, (yes, it's cheap)*

Lately, I'm finding myself more and more preoccupied with my own mortality, especially at night when I ought to be asleep. I meditate on what to expect when my final moments arrive.
I want to die well, as the saying goes yet I'm not quite sure how to do that.
It's really not the state of non-existence that concerns me but the way I get there does. Am I doomed to suffocate to death? What is that like? I want a peaceful death, in the hospital where they can control the process somewhat.
I keep thinking that I might rather have the cancer take me rather than the lung disease. For some weird reason, dying by cancer seems preferable to slow suffocation.

I want my mommy! ;)

Do I seem creepy? I hope not but if I do, I can redily understand why. I don't fit into society like other people do. I never have. I've never really wanted to.
Ever since I started school I have been considered weird to people that don't know me well. They seem to see me as someone to avoid. Over the years, I have learned to accept this but it still bothers me when I see in someone's eyes that I scare them. Ok, enough of that!

I really miss my son and daughter-in-law. I am often afraid that I won't ever see them in person again.
I don't think they really believe that I love them both. I fear that I won't see my little grand-daughter again. Time passes so quickly!

Oh well, the wine is taking it's toll and it's time to go.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface

Wednesday, November 09, 2016

Big News!!

Dear Diary,

I had my follow-up visit with Dr H, the surgeon AND WE HAVE A DIAGNOSES!!

Turns out St. Joe's ran my stuff by a few more high power players including the Mayo Clinic.

The diagnoses is chronic passive congestion. This is a new one on me so I really can't comment on it much. There is also evidence of old clot material (blood) on some of the smaller pulmonary arteries

The next step is to make an appointment with the pulmonologist and cardiologist and develop a game plan on how to treat this. The disease, at this point is not fibrotic but may become so if we don't treat this. How effective treatment will be is unknown.

The stickler here is the cardiac myxoma may be influencing this to a more or less extent and we can't take it out until my lung function improves, if it ever does.

So that's where we stand at the moment. I'm going to have at least one glass of wine now.


"Every day above ground is a good day".  -- Scarface